Cooking Some Cookies And The Mental Uncertainty

May 22nd, 2008 • 9 comments College, High School, Music, Personal
Tags: American Idol

Around them are bright lights, focused upon their shaking nerves and faces. In front of them is a crowd with a continuous stir and intensity of feelings. Beside them is the answer to the question everyone is excited and nervous to know — between the Davids, who will be the next American Idol?

The season had closed and America found their new idol, David Cook. During the performance night, the judges were one sided with David Archuleta. But as Cook emerged out to be the winner, I think America really did the right decision, thus making Cook win by 12 million votes. It was not even close. However, Archuleta really did awesome on that stage.

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Anyway, just this noon, enrollment was finally over and I’m now an official Senior. Well mulling over it, at first I cannot believe that (1) I’m close to surviving the hell of high school, (2) time, really, is so fast, (3) boy, am I really that old? (4) geez…

Nothing substantial, really. I just don’t think I’m ready enough to graduate high school and go to college. I mean, I don’t even know yet what course to take and I’m not even sure of where to study. I’m baffled as a stray cat who doesn’t know which garbage dump to eat. But I guess I’m just looking forward to it too far. I still have a year to decide and to somehow, prepare myself for a maturer role in life. For now, I’ma unwind a bit and enjoy the last days of summer.